Sad Premonition: Yukiko Okada

I first heard of Yukiko Okada, like many Westerners, in the context of the so-called "Yukiko Syndrome," the rise in deaths by self-infliction in Japan immediately following her death. I've been reading about—and pondering—strange and morbid stories most of my life. Hers, though, was different from most others: she was only eighteen when she chose to jump from the roof of the Sun Music Building in Tokyo. Unlike Phyllis Hyman, whose story will also be discussed later on in this series, she had achieved phenomenal success as a singer, with no downturn in her short, two-year career. Some speculate that this meteoric rise to fame at such a young age precipitated her depression, which ultimately led to the final turn of events. Okada died on the fourth anniversary of the death of cult leader Susan Alamo (leave it to a freak like me to know something like this), and her sudden death came just after the release of her one (and ultimately only) number-one single and in the middle of a concert tour. Yet she had other projects planned; she was young, talented, and at the top of her game. Then suddenly, almost as quickly as her career began, it was over. Of course, I was only two when all of this happened, and I wouldn't hear about her until much, much later. Okada's story, however, and the fact that she has remained forever eighteen have never left me.

Born on August 22, 1967, in Ichinomiya, Aichi Prefecture, as Kayo Satō, she was the second of the two daughters of the Satō family. At the age of two, she moved to the Atsuta Ward in Nagoya. She was already showing a creative talent at a young age: in the third grade, she wrote in a composition that she was interested in becoming a "painter, manga artist, and novelist." The following year she began studying watercolor painting and told her mother that if she were so inclined, she perhaps would study at an art university someday. As the years continued, she sketched and dabbled in oil painting, drawing, and Japanese-style painting. In August 1981, when she was in middle school, she entered the "Nikon Fresh Gal Contest" and was runner-up. Her picture was subsequently published in a Shagaku magazine in March 1982. That summer, she worked as a model at a camera workshop held by Nikon at Osaka Castle.

It was during middle school that, despite the objections of her parents, she expressed a desire to be an idol singer. During this time she appeared on the talent show Star Tanjō!. She qualified for the finals by singing Sawako Kitahara's "My Boyfriend." The 46th final competition was held on March 30, 1983: she sang Akina Nakamori's "Slow Motion." Ultimately, she won Star Tanjō!, entering Nagoya Municipal Kōyō High School the following month. On May 15, 1983, she joined the Sun Music talent agency. She also signed a record contract with Canyon Records.

During this time she also auditioned to be in the movie "Aiko 16," which was filming in her hometown of Nagoya, but she wasn't chosen. Despite this setback, she moved to Tokyo alone on August 25, 1983, transferring from her former school to Horikoshi High School in Tokyo on September 1. (Incidentally, she counted among her classmates future stars Minako Honda, Yoko Nagayama, Yoko Minamino, Masatoshi Nagase, Yoko Ishino, and Yasuko Kuwata). She moved into the home of Sun Music President (and founder) Hideyoshi Aizawa, along with Yasuko Kuwata and Satomi Taki, who became Yukiko's roommate. During this period, she began using the stage name Yukiko Okada, reportedly chosen on the advice of name/fortune consultant Hiroko Oki. The name was selected, according to Wikipedia, "because of the supposedly favorable balance of its written characters and because the characters could suggest the idea of possessing hope."

Two months later, a publicity photo of the aspiring singer (billed as Yukiko Okada) was published in the magazine POPEYE. Her career as an idol thus began. On December 10, 1983, recording sessions for her debut album Cinderella began in Hitokuchizaka Studio. Singer-songwriter Mariya Takeuchi had been asked to compose the first songs for Yukiko. (Interestingly, Takeuchi recorded the original Japanese version of Roger Nichols' musical composition "Heart to Heart," which was later given English lyrics by Dean Pitchford and retitled "Now," fatefully becoming Karen Carpenter's final recording). Takeuchi wrote several songs for Okada over her career, including "First Date," "Little Princess," "Teenage Love," "Dreaming Girl-Koi, Hajimemashite," and "Akogare," among others. The first few months of 1984 were extremely busy for Okada—she appeared in the magazine Schola on January 10 (16 days before I was born), and appeared several months later on the radio show Make a Chance! Tobidase Pop City!! on March 11. During this time she also made appearances at Pop City Sweets Fair and a fan event, Gather Yukiko Friends, from March 20 to April 8. She sang on the programs The Hit Stage (March 25), Yangyang Singing Studio (April 14), and Idol Punch. Her first single "First Date" was released a month later on April 21, 1984, reaching #20 on the Oricon charts. (As an aside, this song was also used in a Glico Café Jelly commercial, a company for which Okada would star in several advertisements).

On July 6, 1984, she won the "Best Rookie Diamond Award" at the 3rd Megalopolis Song Festival. A few weeks later on July 18, her second single "Little Princess" was released, reaching #14 on the Oricon weekly singles chart. September 21 saw the release of her third single "Dreaming Girl-Koi, Hajimemashite", peaking at #7. The following month, she ranked 8th on the The Top Ten, where she appeared on October 15, 1984. Just three days later, Yukiko wrote that she achieved the goal of appearing in The Top 10, when she ranked 10th on the TBS Music Program The Best Ten. In September of this year, she released her debut album Cinderella. Two months later, on November 28, 1984, her first compilation album, Okurimono was released. Finally, in December she won the "Best New Artist" award at the 26th Japan Records Awards for the song "Dreaming Girl-Koi, Hajimemashite."

1985 saw the release of her fourth single "Futari Dake No Ceremony" on January 16, marking her first collaboration with songwriter Ami Ozaki. Her sophomore album FAIRY was released on March 21, followed by her first nationwide tour Heart Ni Kiss beginning in Sapporo on March 25, and ending in Iwata on May 26. During this time, her fifth single "Summer Beach" was released on April 17, 1985. This year Okada began adopting a more mature image—she expressed a desire for shorter hair in the summer of 1984, but her record company said it would not fit her image. Sun Music, however, championed the change, stating it would pair well with her latest single "Summer Beach." Her shorter hair ultimately appeared around this time. The following month, she returned to The Best Ten ranking 7th on May 9, 1985. In June, she went to Switzerland to make a series of promotional videos, Memories of Switzerland and Yukiko in Swiss. She apparently had always wanted to go to Switzerland after having read Johanna Spyri's Heidi as a child. (Her desire to go to my homeland always tugged at my heartstrings, as a Pennsylvania Dutch of Swiss descent. This is partially, I think, why I've always felt so connected to her as a singer).

July 17, 1985 saw the release of her single "Kanashii Yokan" (Sad Premonition). It was said that during this time cracks were beginning to show in her perfect idol façade. While in rehearsals for the television program Night Hit Studio, she allegedly burst into tears. Despite her internal turmoil, her career continued to soar, and she won the "Golden Dove Award" the following month at the 11th Japan TV Music Festival on August 29, 1985 for her single "Kanashii Yokan." During this period, she apparently was only sleeping 3-4 hours a day, saying of the time, "I'm working about 20 hours a day these days." Filming for the television show Forbidden Mariko began in September, lasting until the end of December. (This coincided with a series of concerts during the day). During this period, her third album Jugatsu no Ningyo (October Mermaid) was released on September 18. This album had a much more mature sound from her previous two releases (and contains my favorite Okada song "October Mermaid"). The following month, on October 5, her seventh single "Love Fair" was released. In November, Forbidden Mariko debuted on television, where Okada starred in the title role about a girl with psychic powers. (Remember this series—it will come up later in our story). Not surprisingly, she was hospitalized for exhaustion from November 29-December 2, 1985. (Incidentally, her second compilation album, Okurimono II came out three days later on December 5).

1986 started with a trip to Hong Kong and Macau. While in Hong Kong, she was a guest on a Cantonese-language radio program. Her eighth single "Kuchibiru Network" with lyrics written by fellow idol Seiko Matsuda (who was on maternity leave from the industry) was released on January 29, 1986. This became her first—and only—number one single. It was subsequently used in commercials for Kanebo Cosmetics. Jpop Wiki states that "[a]round this time, [she] was preparing for an image change from a cutesy princess type to a more mature, avant-garde style." She graduated from Horikoshi High School on March 3, releasing her fourth (and final) album Venus Tanjou a few weeks later on March 21. The following month, she began her Heart Jack tour, appearing at Shibuya Public Hall in Tokyo on April 5, and Nagoya Civic Hall on April 6. Visiting her family briefly in Nagoya, she then had dinner at the home of Sun Music President Aizawa, during which she expressed that since other singers were coming out she may "be wrong now"—the president and his wife tried to reassure her, with President Aizawa stating, "You are the pillar of our company, so cheer up!"

The day before her Heart Jack tour began, she moved out of her previous residence in the home of Sun Music President Aizawa and into her own apartment in the Minami-Aoyama Rotary Mansion. According to Wikipedia, this was intended to be a temporary residence until an apartment with an automatic-lock security system could be found. On April 7, she attended a screening of Rocky IV with a friend at Shibuya Pantheon, returning home at 10pm.

The following day she was scheduled to begin filming a television series tentatively titled Iede Shōjo (Runaway Girl). However, this was not to be. On the morning of April 8 at around 9am, residents of her apartment building noticed the smell of gas and alerted the building manager. Tokyo Gas was also notified. Soon, the Akasaka Fire Department Rescue Team was dispatched, with the paramedics arriving shortly thereafter. She was found crying and bleeding in her closet, and subsequently taken to Kita-Aoyama Hospital for treatment. At around 10am, the building manager notified Sun Music's general affairs department. At the hospital, Yukiko's calm demeanor apparently contributed to the rationale to discharge her. Confronted about her attempt, she remained silent while crying. She was then asked if she wanted to return home to Nagoya, or to the Sun Music building. Instead of returning home to be comforted by her family, Okada responded that she preferred to go to the "office." Offering Okada this choice, however, was the worst possible decision management could have made. At around noon, Okada was brought back to the Sun Music Building. Briefly left unattended while discussions were held as to what to do with the singer and how to avoid a scandal, Okada ascended to the roof of the Sun Music Building, took off her shoes, and jumped. She died instantly. She was just 18 years old.

Okada's story has always profoundly disturbed me. But it wasn't simply the horrifying manner in which she died; it was that her death seemed so preventable. When she was hospitalized at the end of 1985 for exhaustion, where was her management and what kinds of decisions did they make that allowed her to resume the same demanding schedule immediately afterward? Why didn't they use this moment as a time for reflection not only on Okada, but on all of the other young stars they managed? If Okada's mental health was suffering, how many other idols were suffering in silence at the same time? The fast-paced schedule of an idol would be daunting for an adult, let alone a teenager who was simultaneously enrolled in high school. Could she have been saved had she felt able to openly discuss her feelings with her friends and family?

I imagine that there were so many things she could have been feeling simultaneously: exhaustion, of course, but also depression and the isolation of being so far from her family. When she graduated from high school and moved out of President Aizawa's house into her own apartment, could this isolation have triggered emotional distress? Of course, that distress could have already been present due to exhaustion and the high expectations placed on an idol. But being alone during this could have exacerbated an already fragile mental state. When she visited her family in Nagoya just before she died, was time with her family something she desperately needed, only to have it taken away when she returned to Tokyo? In Tokyo, however, she had friends with whom she could speak. Why didn't she tell them what was going on inside of her? Maybe she felt that admitting she was under too much stress or that she was depressed simply wasn't an option for her.

There are other theories about Okada's death, however. One is that her death was the result of an unrequited crush on actor Toru Minegishi, with whom she starred on the series Forbidden Mariko. At a press conference following her death, Minegishi reportedly stated, "We're different ages and it wasn't that kind of relationship. I was just careful not to show too much favor. I wonder if [it really happened] because of me." In a reported interview with Nobuyuki Nakano, he stated "I thought of myself as being like an older brother to her. Perhaps she felt something more than that toward me…" Of course, this rumor is lent some credence by the fact that in Okada's writing (which has never been made public), Minegishi is apparently mentioned. Of the actor, Okada reportedly said, "I wanted to see him again. My heart has nowhere to go."

Another possibility concerns the pressures of her career. One is that after having achieved her childhood goal of becoming an idol, she felt as though she would disappoint those around her by leaving the entertainment world once it became too much. For a high achiever like Okada, I can see how this might have led to her feeling ashamed. Of course, we will never know. Okada's final decision on April 8, 1986 left the idol industry—and the entire country of Japan—reeling. When she died she left so many questions that can never be answered. We will never know how Okada's singing career would have evolved as she aged—what wonderful music would she have made? How would her legacy continue to shape the idols that came after her? We will never know if she would have married or had children. We will never see her grow old. When the Satō family buried their young daughter that April, a chapter was closed far too soon. A young life was gone before it even had a chance to really start. Far from being yet another internet horror story for me, Okada's story has lodged itself in my brain. She has had a lasting impact on me—not just because of her wonderful music, but because I am haunted by what could have been. Yukiko, you are not forgotten.

Editor's Note: This installment was researched and written using secondary sources in a language I do not speak nor understand. As such, mistranslations and errors are possible, although unintentional on my part.

Finally, I would be remiss if I did not mention user "Nemurenatta" (see source list below) from Dailymotion for his incredible three-part series on Yukiko called "Kanashii Yokan: The Life and Legacy of Yukiko Okada." His was the first—and only—long-form documentary I have found on the singer in English. His original title Kanashii Yokan (taken from the Okada song translated from the Japanese as "Sad Premonition") became the source of inspiration for my own title for this series. On a factual level, his documentary helped clarify several facts and translations. ✦✦✦✦

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